My Choice!

Many people will not understand my view on being a single mother by choice and that is fine but I do ask you not to leave negative comments on my choice. I am in my mid 20's which I think is a wonderful age to start a family. I have had many boyfriends and a very few that I thought may be the right one for me but for one reason or another nothing has worked out. My father a good man when my mom married him and even when I was born but I was 3 when my mom went back to school and my dad started drinking. It just got worse and worse and I saw him break my moms heart so many times with the choices he was making. I don't ever want to live like that and I never want to bring a child into a life like that. I have a great job that allows me to be financially able to have my own house and even to and a couple children. I am very thankful for that. I have wanted children ever since I was a little girl, so that is no surprise for me. I didn't wake up one morning and feel like I need to have a baby, it has just been with me my whole life that I want a baby. The sperm bank that I have chosen is wonderful, they have a great staff and a good selection of donors, although it is terribly hard to come by a hispanic donor (there are only 2 available at this bank currently).
I did get pregnant in March 2010 only for me to loose that baby when I was 10 weeks pregnant. I am heartbroken about that but I trust that God does have a baby for me, it just wasn't the right time. My doctor does not want me to try again until June or July. Through this blog I will be tracking my cycles and just taking note of this journey.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

It's official!

Well I saw my doctor today and I got my script for my clomid (100mg) and it is official I will be TTC in June. I am currently on CD21 (still waiting on a +OPK) my cervix is opening nicely so I assume I will Ovulate on CD23 or so. I will be on Clomid (3-7), geritol, baby asprin (81mg), Royal Jelly and then progesterone after I O.
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